私たち大好きなリーダー、これからも大好き！

I was really shocked when Angel called to tell me about it.

I've got totally no issues with any dating. Afterall, it's their personal lives and they're entitled to do anything they want with it.

But drugs...

My heart tells me to believe. I want to believe.

Demo my brain analyses it differently. Such an accusation isn't minor. One can sue for defamation. Do they have any evidence of any sort to back what they claim? I hope not. But would they make such a claim without some proof? Maybe. I don't know.

I'm definitely against drugs, but it's not the possibility that he does drugs which worries me. The thing that bugs me is that, should it be true, it may totally change my view of him. Of course I know that many, if not all, about artistes are made up, a pretty appearance that their managing companies make of them. But that would mean that the riida I have in my heart, my mind, isn't the actual person - he's in fact more of another person. Then, do I still like him? Afterall, I like the for their member love, for their unique personalities... If that personality isn't even 50% true, who am I in love with? A false image?

That's a question to handle.

But that's just something minor.

I'm so afraid that this will have an impact on Arashi, on each individual. They've tried so hard, came so far...I can't bear to see them face such trials. They will surely overcome it, but it still hurts.

Even if it is true, I will still love Arashi. For sure. Arashi is still Arashi desho? I don't mind them having flaws but I have more of an issue regarding the truth in what I believe is true...I will still like Ohno. A slightly different Ohno, maybe. But still Ohno from deep within.

That's my rational thinking.

But the Ohno I know isn't such a person. From my heart I trust him to be so. Hence, this time round I will follow my heart and trust him. Either refute that accusation or provide an explanation. Either way I will accept and support. =)
待ています。