Arashi's moving so fast!

I was looking at the neighbourhood posts when I came across Nanao's vox. It's then that I realised how much I missed the guys.

So much things to catch up with, just being away for a week. Gomen for not commenting! I just skim through everything...there's just too much to read.

Jun x Ohno butai

Happiness's PV and cover art

Aiba's poster for his butai

Preview songs from Happiness

Tons of con photos from Nanao chan

Drop-dead gorgeous pictures of Jun

More love scenes in YTM

Con reports

Sometimes I feel a little weary...I take an hour off from homework, turn to my comp, and get stressed in another way. It makes me sad that I'm kind of far from all the action and I don't feel as close anymore. Skimming through the posts means that I only know the brief and not the details..I know of the JunxOhno butai, but of what name and plot I don't. I saw screencaps of the PV, but other than some rabu rabu scenes, I know nothing.

But at the same time, I'm excited for the boys, for having so much on hand. Thankies Angeline, Rin and Tery, for helping me grab all the fabulous mags with our boys on cover. They look so great, I'll be really sad if I missed the mags. =( I missed the summer festival for Jun's birthday celebration. :((((

Ahhh enough of complaining. It's an important week next week!

I'm having a debate against another group called "NEMO" =X

Thursday's Jun's big day.

Two days before that is mine.

It's kind of sad that I'd almost forgot about my day. Too busy with school work? Or maybe dreading the day altogether? Dreading the day where I'll just receive a "Happy birthday" message? A proof of what I've been afraid to acknowledge. In the past, I used to laugh at dramas where the lead can actually forget his/her own birthday. But now I know it can actually happen. Coincidentally, my tutorial group may be going on a class outing on that day. I don't feel like going, because...I'm afraid that the few who knows it's my day may tell the rest. For some reasons, I don't want people to know. Just this year, I feel like just sleeping the day out by myself. But I can't skip the outing! How can I miss the first class outing???

I've prepared Jun's 'bdae present' a while ago because I know I won't have the time to now. It's nothing great or fanciful. I'm quite sad that I can't make anything better. For my jun jun. I'll post it up on his day. I love him.

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Contentment

I was going to type a totally emo post...Yes, my emotions have been on a rollarcoaster...and I felt....that I was not respected. But, I decided to check out my neighbourhood first...and then, I read katkatz's post about contentment.

it was about a man who works hard and he has a low wage and his co-employees asks him what does he do with his small wage but he was so happy.

and then....

he told a story about his trip to India. he saw a mother there.

that mother chopped the right hand of his 4year old son. and it was because she wants her child to BEG on the streets.

and that time that man realized that his problems were smaller compared to that mother in India.

and the ending line was,

"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have. The happiest of people dont necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along their way."

 

...that i should be happy i can buy things. like my Arashi stuff. coz not many people have food on their tables or a house to live in.

True ne. =) I will strive towards that! Demo, I see Mindy-chan posting sooooo many fancams...but yet, I don't have time to d/l!!! *cries*

Well, another 3 hours to Jun's birthday!!

 

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